Birth - day, Bath 2day.

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 Today,

I stroll away from the spotlight as it hits me on the wrong spot, I wish it was a tremendous day but it has always been just like any other day to me. 

Many people won't comprehend this, How can a joyful moment not be celebrated? 

That I will leave for you to reckon. 

 A birthday is usually the best moment for someone to enjoy his/her inception but it is not always the uniform for everyone. Having a birthday solely means that you remember the joyous moments of your childhood and get to have parties or even meals with the people you love reminiscing the good times. 

Please don't get me wrong I am glad for this day but some scars never heal even with all the time in the world. 

It is not to say that, only joyous moments will come to thought but even the moments you'd wish to forget but They happened during your birthday.

I know my birthday was supposed to be filled with presents and hangouts or party times, and for others, this is custom and not dependent on their Age but for me, I lost interest a while ago... 

Even though the bath celebration was a custom in our community, I just didn't feel the need so I escaped to my comfort zone. A peaceful and quiet place to battle my own thoughts , you can call me whatever you want but it won't change me.

I know I sail east but wish to go west, it is the normalcy to me that makes me feel abnormal. That means i.............. 

I wish to say more but my story will be shared in due course as it unfolds.


Happy birthday 2 me. 


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