Mkurugenzi Frankie

 As i end my life in Disappointed, having not found my one and only soul mate...  If there is a second time, let me rewrite my story as a Second chance is another story to be written.  I should have fainted in my life, it should have been that moment when My Love said, ‘I think we need a break.” I staggered in my thoughts having no clear path to follow. It was an afternoon with thick, dark grey clouds hanging precariously over us. It threatened to rain any moment and when the perfect opportunity of proposing is nigh, she says that!  The normal feeling would be anger but the shock was too strong that it made my anger submerge into oblivion.  She literally stole my heart and killed me from out of my comfort zone, i tried speaking, but even simple English became a challenge. After noticing my lack of words, she made up her mind that i was okay with it. How now! i tried sign language but i had dropped it after convincing myself talking is what am good at. I slowly f...

 This isn't it  I managed to ask her but needless to say she was numb. Not that i expected much but don't say i didn't try, I don't blame her anyway it is not a fairy tale with happily ever after... Let Me not divulge into details for the moment.....  I can't recall the specific date but the next day after we meet, we caught each other inside a spiders web with constant communication. Apparently we were 1 day old in our relationship but it felt like "This is it" i won't struggle to find a wife '" i whispered to my self..  we bloomed the first two weeks meeting every day like it was the last day.... We even ventured into Swvl an online bus ride.... it was cossy, private and cheap..... we used all our promo codes to ensure that we managed to book in advance for our trips... i admit i introduced the Swvl rides to her since i had been using them for quite a while but it was  going to be different since I was going to be with her.... The love of my...

 This is It?  I apperiate the love all of you have shown me and as a request was made, who am I to deny thy will. What do you say, when you find yourself self sitted  with  the  most beautiful lady you ever saw in a bus  and on a 2hour journey?  The cold breeze hits from all directions yet the focus remains on her direction. I have always considered my self an intriguing introvert.... My Mind focused ahead but my heart ♥ focused on her..  I wanted to Avoid her rays of sunshine as it hit her from the mirrors exposing part that made my eyes pop out.. Not to say she was not neatly dressed but ahhhhm...... quickly a man can change his mind after having a glimpse with his bare eyes......  I began exploring a part of my self that didn't know existed....  I have always considered myself  a genius but when it comes to Ladies am always blank like a Mathematics test when you have no clue of what or where to Start . Always stepping up, showing...

Leaving Tell me if to you I was real. For I can't bear this, for real. Or should I try it, with Avril. For you are, a broken seal. Am succumbing to pain Pain , a pain with no gain. My words seem so plain.  But they hit harder than rain. It hurts to care excessfully. How I believed you fully. You smiled so beautifully. I talked to you so truthfully. Let's break strings of a pair. Cz I see you don't even care.  I can't withstand your stare. My eyes will be full of scare. I hate to think you heartless. And see you so careless. Why do you look tearless. It makes me feel hopeless. Is there a grimmer of love ? Or are you testing my love? Crazy,is it the name of love? Why can't I call you my love? Hug me before you leave  To help me mend it in the eve Of the day you go with Steve. I hate to see you like a hive. Go I will struggle to withstand The sight of your stand. Which I will try to understand. I go ,carring my begging hanLeaving Tell me if to you I was real. For I ca...

 FIRST LOVE. TRUE LOVE.  I was crazy I was blind I was stupid I was lost And also found I was drunk In emotions First love never dies, its true coz it sticks with you in haunting memories, conscious to unconscious, the dreams, the plans, the drama. I had fallen, thinking your arms will forever hold, but I was left with a broken heart, with questions that the answers are buried never to be found, as I was very fond, of you, till we never saw eye to eye again. I had nothing to gain but everything to loose. I was rooted to you, until the well dried up, and the fruits became a sweet poison, in a slow death of torment, as it were normal till to no more and now its sore, with a clogged throat. Yet I still wonder if it was true love, how could you pick up so quick, unless love was just an illusion of keeping us together, a phrase to mask the ill-intents It is true that First Love Never Dies, but True Love Buries It Alive. I did recover, yes i did, and the glass that was half empty be...

I don't want to be burden on you I am losing all my cool Don't tell me you love me, I would rather you show me. You can't be nothing to me, You are the love of my life. Like two sides of a coin, She loves me and hates me. Imperfections lead to implications. My love for her is true, True to every word. I wish she would admit that. I love you from the word go, Your smile the best part of your body. The way I held your hand, I could feel the connection. You are not just the girl of my dreams, You are my whole life. Come and sit on my laps, And hold onto my heart,  And listen to all the waves of my heart. They will tell you all about me. I remove your specs, So that you see my heart, Every beat awaits your drum, I love you   We don't talk anymore like we used too. I don't want to be burden on you I am losing all my cool Don't tell me you love me, I would rather you show me. You can't be nothing to me, You are the love of my life. Like two sides of a coin, She lo...