Mkurugenzi Frankie

 Another day in the gutters as my Memory serves me cold as ice as I reminisce instants that altered my fate, A love journey like no other. I was born out of Love but couldn't find affection. Having been in only one relationship that existed for only a month after we tried to have sex and failed. After being used to pornography, I couldn't raise my stick without an alarm, but since she was not alarmingly, I couldn't convince him with my mind or eyes. it was the end of us, even though she didn't admit to that after we broke up. We can only conclude there is no going back from there.  Being a Virgin was a constant choice that my parents made me choose or else I was doomed to hell for all eternity. I grew believing I wouldn't have sex until marriage. Majorly the reason I drugged myself in porn, but it didn't help, instead made things worse.  My young life was full of fun, laughter, and games until adolescence caught up with me. At first, it was a sensation that made...

The Devil solely talks to me at night, I close the curtain not to divulge my nudity to him. His glint storms my castle to find a desolate throne and without a word, he takes hold of me in my kingdom.  Silence invaded my affliction as I stood there powerless over my own body, letting myself be violated by him.  It was a moment of immobility that you didn't want to stop.  The Devil found me at my lowest and we became my friends, He took me to the wrong places but it felt good. I met him by accident and although he was bad, he was in the right place at the right time. As My friend always said the timing of God is perfect but The Devil is always on time. Our Love was born out of Depression, I was mad that no one cared for me, my friends were only there by name, but action speaks louder than names. My parents were not aware but at the back of their minds, you could see their suspicious faces staring at you every time you cracked a joke. My life was practically simple as my par...