High Adolescence 🎓

 Another day in the gutters as my Memory serves me cold as ice as I reminisce instants that altered my fate, A love journey like no other.

I was born out of Love but couldn't find affection. Having been in only one relationship that existed for only a month after we tried to have sex and failed. After being used to pornography, I couldn't raise my stick without an alarm, but since she was not alarmingly, I couldn't convince him with my mind or eyes.

it was the end of us, even though she didn't admit to that after we broke up. We can only conclude there is no going back from there. 

Being a Virgin was a constant choice that my parents made me choose or else I was doomed to hell for all eternity. I grew believing I wouldn't have sex until marriage. Majorly the reason I drugged myself in porn, but it didn't help, instead made things worse. 

My young life was full of fun, laughter, and games until adolescence caught up with me. At first, it was a sensation that made you feel thirsty and not for water. The sensation was quite powerful and if you couldn't control yourself, there was hell to pay. 

In High school, the only thing we cared about was ladies. Men would fight for a girl like it was sports. Some girls mattered most than others especially the light-skinned ones. They always received special treatment especially the high school l was admitted to. 

Sorry to say I fell victim to their charms. I was among the fools that fought for a girl in high school.

 Maimuna was her name and her beauty was beyond anything else i had seen before, being a Man of many talents. Beauty was something I took seriously, I admired one day to become a Creative Makeup artist.

She was a Muslim but that did not derail my goal of having her to myself. True to my word after few months of planning she was with me. We had plans of me converting from Christianity to become a Muslim so that I would be worthy to Marry her

 Adolescence was powerful and it hit me differently than the others. I yearned to marry her so as to have sex. We were both in the same classroom and being the first people to be admitted to that school, we had most of the time to ourselves before others reported a week later. Although we were classmates, I was 2 years older than her. The Age gap was perfect and if their family and mine would not be in Accord, we had a plan to Elope to the outside world. 

Everything was perfect for a while before a Form Four caught her eye and to add insult to injury he was also a Muslim. They clicked in a way i couldn't, in a weeks time i was left. I Tried to get her back but my efforts bore no fruits. 

I took it personally, He took my soon-to-be wife and I couldn't accept she left me. I approached him full of Anger and disdain in my eyes. Seconds later a fight broke out and I got my ass kicked to the curb. My Head Master was my savior that day and truly I saw fit to bury the hatchet and leave the School. 

#Highschool life

$ We see what is fictitious instead of substantial