BLIND LOVE 💘

The Devil solely talks to me at night, I close the curtain not to divulge my nudity to him. His glint storms my castle to find a desolate throne and without a word, he takes hold of me in my kingdom. 

Silence invaded my affliction as I stood there powerless over my own body, letting myself be violated by him. 

It was a moment of immobility that you didn't want to stop. 

The Devil found me at my lowest and we became my friends, He took me to the wrong places but it felt good. I met him by accident and although he was bad, he was in the right place at the right time. As My friend always said the timing of God is perfect but The Devil is always on time.

Our Love was born out of Depression, I was mad that no one cared for me, my friends were only there by name, but action speaks louder than names. My parents were not aware but at the back of their minds, you could see their suspicious faces staring at you every time you cracked a joke.

My life was practically simple as my parents planned for everything since I was a toddler, to the guy I would marry but fate had other plans as their Guy cheated on me and as much as I was hurt, he broke more hearts than mine.

It was a sigh of relief on my end when they were hurt, but what was bothering me was the fact that I was 3 months pregnant with the bastard's child. I didn't tell my parents but My stomach was growing, my time was running out and I needed a way out.

After My parent's experience hurt, they created a thick wall and forced me inside. They dictated everything and went to an extent of doing a background check on different people before getting the right guy for me.

My Devil was the first guy to care about my life and although my parents warned me countless times about him, I couldn't help myself when I was around him. He had a Magnetic pulse that attracted me every time, My parents envied that, but I didn't care much about why since it was evident that their perfect Guy didn't exist. 

The Devil was my night and shining armor, he was always there in my time of need. He was even okay with raising my child even if it was not his. He was the answer to my child's problem.

The Devil is a liar, my friend told me but I was blindly devoted, my love was filled with joy, I adored his gifts to me. How could he lie when everything was perfect, 

I can recall the first time he came to me, it took me by Suprise but I enjoyed every minute we had. 

They say Old is Gold but Young is bold, but to me, he was both. Money was not a problem to him, therefore I did not suffer financially like my so-called friends. I didn't ask questions since Money was coming in and I did not want it to stop. 

He was the best, Vacation were like Sunday orations to me. it was Clockwork and who was I to refuse. 

I don't want to bore you with the minor details but remember the devil is in the details. 

There was a time I had a brush with death and My man was there in the nick of time and I survived the ordeal. 

I know many of you are now wondering, then why I had to leave after 2 years of being together. Funny thing, he never wanted to marry but wanted us to live together for eternity

He was a light in my Dark World or so I thought at the time, Ever smiling and happy, Have you ever had fantasies of someone you just met, that was me and him. He was a groundsman and liked to play dirty whenever things didn't go as he wished. Everyone has a blind spot even the devil himself, and that was his. 

Sometimes I liked him because of that as it showed a bad boy type. We merged perfectly, unconditionally adapting to each other likes and dislikes. 

It wasn't until May 18, 2018. His gloomy eyes and fetish look always gave him away whenever he was up to something. it was dark and the full moon was the only light we had in our midst...