Young 2 Love

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 This isn't it 

I managed to ask her but needless to say she was numb. Not that i expected much but don't say i didn't try, I don't blame her anyway it is not a fairy tale with happily ever after... Let Me not divulge into details for the moment..... 

I can't recall the specific date but the next day after we meet, we caught each other inside a spiders web with constant communication. Apparently we were 1 day old in our relationship but it felt like "This is it" i won't struggle to find a wife '" i whispered to my self.. 

we bloomed the first two weeks meeting every day like it was the last day.... We even ventured into Swvl an online bus ride.... it was cossy, private and cheap..... we used all our promo codes to ensure that we managed to book in advance for our trips... i admit i introduced the Swvl rides to her since i had been using them for quite a while but it was  going to be different since I was going to be with her.... The love of my life.... She was the silent type.... but I made her talk...  Time passed as our love grew stronger, 

Atleast that is what I thought.... As two different scenarios would really drive the point home and suddenly our world was cut in half.... she started being distant, not making calls everyday like she used to....... sometimes i thought that we had exhausted all topics about us and the stars That made the two of us linked even in our sleep... she started being cold and not the common cold but the distant cold.... she didn't want to meet up under any circumstances...... it appeared like she was possessed by a demon so i took some time to reflect on my actions as i truly loved her.... I took a pen and after 4 hrs of jogging my memory, There was nothing but Good memories of us..... Then she stopped texting or saying the three magical words... it felt like hell was calling me to join their Franchise... i grew impatient and one day out of the blue i called her and broke up with her.... 

oooh shit? believe you me Anger and drinking makes the devil awake..... i regreted the next day....  

When I first called her My love, i can remember like it was yesterday, you were the closest to me than ever. The days you’d drop me a kiss like Clockwork 

I loved it because it was sweet but not obvious, but now my time stopped ticking as every now and then i think of you and it hurts.... I don't know what to call you anymore..... i tried deleting your number but it was harder than I thought....... So i took it upon my self to find a substitute for you but trust me... i found the bottle instead...... Carry me home because without you am homeless....... Lonely and alone......... 

To My Young Love....... 


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